beautiful souls

2009-04-30T05:38:00.000-07:00

hello ppl
yeaps backy for posty
hmmm
well i can say im really stress now
exam stress la sey
hahaha
okays..im feelin the pressure
oh yeah
i feel like to post special notes for certain ppl

yes this is for my bestie lina
hmmm
i read ur blog
and i understan how u feel babe
its not easy to forget about someone tat u had somethin on
and end up somethin tat u dun even believe nor think about it
yeaps
its sucha heartbreak
but for you dear..
no matter wad..im sure u are capable in achievin somethin in life
yes..and i know tat sometimes wad is mend urs will be urs in the end
you just got to wait and endure it even thou its so painful babe!
cheer up lil bestie!
and its true tat some ppl just resenble the one tat u had lost before
okays im not some love therapist but as ur friend i really wish my
dearest galfren here will be strong!
okays..im gettin a lil bit emotional now
im missin u already!
haha
and yes babe..meet up soon!
and sorry if i never i reply ur text coz im really kinda busy this days
yeah..love ya lots!cheer up yo!hehe

okays...hmmm..a lil bit of updates about me currently
well..gonna have mid yrs soon..like next week
ohs excitin news..
my sis is gettin married in two months time!
weeeeeee..like finally???
okays..im happy for you sis even thou we are not as close before but i really wish u happy marriage and good luck dear!
hmmm..right..
wad else?
school ultra boredom..like usual..
how u feel goin school for six yrs in sec sch?
in fact in total..12 yrs plus pri sch?
wtf!okays..
yeah...nothin much about me la..
im just the simple gal aged 18 leadin a borin life?
haha..no la
okays..wait..ohs im goin for sarawak in june
much fun i guess?
idk la
haha..
other den tat..i guess no

right..this is just for now..
will be back after my mid yrs
haha..bye

2009-04-27T20:30:00.000-07:00

where's the friendship that i always been lookin for?
are you there with me when im in need?
i realise that we are no longer the same us
i hope and wish you for eternal happiness..
I LOVE YOU

2009-04-26T20:17:00.000-07:00

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar..

i wish tat everythin happen for a reason..
i miss you..

2009-04-25T20:53:00.000-07:00

sighs..i wont fry your head if you poach my heart..

2009-04-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

my hearts beats just for you..

2009-04-23T06:05:00.000-07:00

good evenin to all..
hehhe
alrite..as usual im back for posty
haha..

today..
went to school
i can say it was the best the day among the week
every thursdays is the best!
yeaps
besides havin a less weight in the bag
it was such an awesome day
as we have a great time spent in class
efficient and productive
start out with malay class
cikgu was like emphasizin the importance of good convo as well as readin
all coz of the oral exam this comin saturday
yeah..
thank god i wasnt chose to read aloud coz i hate it la
hahahah..
yeah..but see how my luck tmr coz we have the another of testin again
sighs..hahaha
next up was bio class
awesome shit
coz i love it
bio was just my inner instinct or rather much common sense
anythin got to do with bio,im out for it
hahah..
but but..we got like four hand outs at task..
must complete it by next wed
like sure!
after tat was english
hmmm
i can say it was bore
but but..
i just endure it by daydreamin as well as listenin to cliques prob..
kinda my class cliques la
yeah..
den it was recess..
had porridge!
so nice nice!
i love it!
hahaha..
next up was of course maths
another insane sub
but atleast i was kinda productive and at the same time
freakin excited about when is the bloody lessin will end???
hahahahaha
devil's child
hahaha
yeah..
as soon as lesson ended..
it was play time!
wooohooo
i just love pe!
hahaha..played badminton,..
havin so much fun
and oh yes like finally!
hiphop lesson started
MUAHAHAHAHA
okays..im not a hiphopper
but just for the sake of fun..like why not?
i get the steps right and fast learner as usual?
bhb la sey..
hahahahah
yeah..
so the end of school..

compassed down with boyboy
yeah
den bought his lunch
i felt as thou im a fag provider?
wth la
i should stop abusin my rights
yeah...
after tat bused down to my house
homed changed and meet boyboy
as he waited for me
yeah
slackin time
and tats it..
6plus backed home
however unfortunately
some idiots got me straight out

hahahahah..sighs
okays..
im seriously in madness?
for idk la
hmmm..
nth much to update
byeeeeeeeeeee

2009-04-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

hellos!
backy for posty
hahahah
yeah..im currebtly bored rite now
yeah
damn bored la
online now
talkin to boyboy,casper kor,sharifah junior and daddy de
yeah
today seems to be a good day for me
met boyboy and mei mei and daren kor
hahaha
so funny
went to compass..bought food
den fag..
den went to hg mall
played the bike thingy
hahah
den window shoppin
after tat went to swing there to chill out
fag session again
yeah
hahhahaah
so fun
talk talk talk
den slack nearby block
wakakakakak
after tat me and boyboy trained back to compass
while mei mei and the boyfie go home from hg there
fag for awhile before go home
cabbed back and there am i goes home sweet home
lalallaa
den some retarded waited for me outside my house
hahahah
nvm
nothin much to update
so ya
tats all
byeeeeeeee

2009-04-21T19:42:00.000-07:00

hello ppl out there
backy for more posty
yeah..well as u all know im not sch la
sick de ma
yeah
actually seriously im tired of sch
can u ever imagine bein there for 6yrs?
sum up with my pri sch days..its 12 yrs la dey
so sick so sick
sighs
but never mind
its for my own good anyways
mid yrs like around the corner..
so annoyin shit la
im frakin nervous about it
idk whether i am able to do it
lots of stress and drama so far
and im like a total proshitos
but no biggies
i can handle it thou
yeah

to someone
i may no longer the person tat u used to know
no laughter
no smiles
all of tat i can give but its just a fake one
in my heart
there's a thousand of scar
and it caused by you
i know i accept the reality
i cant beat the truth
all i can say
just be happy with ur life
and i know u are capable
maybe i will miss you
somehow i just cant tell you..
hati mu terpaut kepada org yg kau sanjungi
dan org itu adalah bermakna dalam kehidupan mu
pasrah kepada hakikat..
kau adalah sahabat yg sejati
sekaligus kekasih selama jua..

2009-04-19T21:31:00.000-07:00

whenever i see the sunset..
i think back those past
sometimes i wanna cry
sometimes im angry..
i felt as thou tat life was so cruel
but in fact is the ppl who makes it like tat
sometimes i wonder
why in life we got to face so much of hurts
im so confused about ppl's feelin
they can change so fast like a single sec like so nice to you
den another sec they are just too evil
i cried alot
but do this ppl ever know???

CRUSHED TOWARDS MY CRUSH..
IM SORRY
I CHOOSE TO LEAVE AND CHOOSE TO SEE U HAPPY WITH UR LOVE ONE..SIGHS
IM SORRY

2009-04-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

sighs..idk wad im feelin rite now..
it seems tat i let u come in to my life too easily
gosh..i shant do tat
its damn wrong
i will just stay friends from now on
yeah..thanks for ur concerns
sighs..i just dun wan any conflicts to happen
and esp the wrong thinkin of ppl aye?
sorry..i dun wish all to happen
im so sorry
im a trouble maker
love the one tat is on ur mind and heart aye?
good luck
all the best to u
and for now
i shant contact u any more
i have to saygoodbye to you

2009-04-19T05:38:00.000-07:00

today nothin much i do
woke up like 9plus..
still sleepy but wad to do awaken by my niece cryin???
slept very late ytd about 4??
cant sleep la
keep thinkin about things
so ya..got bad headache..
online for awhile...talked to daddy and sharifah..
ended up meetin my junior tat afternoon
bathed and met junior sharifah at my hse area
bused down to pp to buy my stuff and bubble tea
den paused ponderin where to go
felt studyin arnd my place but ended up in cp atlast?
wth..funny sak..
one particular place tat we always avoid but ended up goin there?
crazy us???
bused down to cp
slack at our usual spot
ended up not studyin but stonin
lols
funneh la sey
brought laptop but the wireless thingy is givin me prob sak
i hate it man
nehmind junior
the nxt time i brin my lappy,
we can use it coz i sign up alr!
hahahaha
after tat we headed to library..so crowded
headache
den end up we slack at macs
WOOHOOO
FRIES PARTY!
HAHAHAHAAHAH
MORE AND MORE FRIES!
AWESOME SHIT!
haha..den we made a move home
hoho..next outin tmr okays babe???ahahaha
yeah..pics never take la dey?
nevermind tmr!!!
hoho...
i think tats all for now..
nothin much to update alr..
hehehe
bye

2009-04-18T19:53:00.000-07:00

hola!
haha..back to post..
just a few words left to say..
take a bow coz the series is comin to an end..
respect ppl's decision in order to gain tat loss..
so yeah..

2009-04-17T21:54:00.000-07:00

hello good day people...
currently im outside with my friends..
hahaha..bunch of nice people..
went for 2.4km run today..
like hell shit super tirin..
well i guess i passed myrun yo..
hahaha...
den cabbed down to daddy's house there and meet him and huda ah ma..
hahawalked to skss for fun fair.
well have a great time spent there..
have my nails painted black..
like shit i think its damn goth and emo la
wakakakaka
after tat walked with them oh ya,,mummy also was there..
lepak and eat..
after tat walked to compass
den now im here in library updatin this post now..
bored ma
hahaha..
okays la
will be back later for more!

2009-04-16T19:21:00.000-07:00

hello ppl..
this my new bloggy!haha..
hmmmm...rite now nothin much to update about coz im blanky..
but i just want to say im
PARANOIA KILLS ME!